This morning, Aingeal Rose and I did a dimensional jump into our own akashic records. I want to report the strangest of experiences as a result of that. Everything started as normal where we went up the steps, the door opened, and we jumped into our akashic records. While there, it seemed it was just a regular cosmic morning. Let me describe what that looked like. It seemed like it was a dawn on Earth, but it was out in the cosmos. I think everybody's familiar with those cosmic pictures with swirling gases, and beautiful colors of stars, and planets, and swirling clouds and cosmic bodies and that kind of thing. But it looked to be just before the dawn, so it wasn't as if it was bright-bright, but it wasn't dark-dark, either.
And all of that was very beautiful, and it seemed very welcoming, and nothing major happened in terms of any great experience that I can report to you - except when the call came to jump back into our hallway with the doors closing behind us, I found myself looking back at Earth. I was looking at it from a distance, and it seems that the Earth was the doorway, and the call to jump back into my quantum hallway was like jumping back into Earth with the door closing behind me. And all that seemed fine because - that's our experience - we're having an Earth experience, but this time, I felt I didn't want to go. I felt that the experience of the universe, the cosmic experience, was where I belonged, and that going back into the Earth experience and closing the door behind me, was a limiting experience. It was a down-stepping. And I didn't want to do that!
So a little part of me complied with it, just like as if I segmented myself. A little part of me complied with the instructions to jump through the doorway back to Earth, where the door closed behind me and I went back down the steps into the physical Earth awareness. I could see all that from my vantage point in the cosmos, in the universality of it all. I could see that Earth life was very limiting, but nonetheless it was a valid experience, but it was a tiny part of me that went with it. The rest of me stayed in this glorious, expanding, infinity of wonder and joy, and constant creation, and constant expansion.
And it seemed there was an energetic thread that connected me to my Earth body. Why is this significant? Many times Aingeal Rose & I asked the question and wondered, what is it that connects us to Earth? What is it that connects the spirit to the body? What is it that comes in to animate the body at birth, and what is it that leaves at the physical death of the body? This is what it is - it is an energetic, conscious awareness that simply says, I want to experience this, and when the time comes not to experience anymore, it simply stops it and experiences something else. The cosmic, universal, infinite mind is always there and it never stops experiencing. It is just choosing to experience this little bubble planet of Earth in the infinity of it all.
So, I'm still in this kind of awareness right now, that feels huge. It feels enormous. It feels very expansive, while at the same time, simultaneously, I am aware that there's a sense of confinement and smallness and limitedness in the Earth experience, but it is a choice I am making in each moment!